I’m sure those people who used to say, I can’t live without you, after many a heart-breaking night, are finally still cut-throat and adamantine. I don’t know whether I should feel relieved or sad, after all, I am also one of those people. I know this kind of invulnerability is not what I really want, but it is the best state.

Memories of love, to cherish, just the future of happiness, to find each other.

Break up two years, he and I abide by the original agreement, and then no contact, no news, as if completely wipe each other from the life. Even the news that he was going to get married was told to me by one of his friends. After so many years with Xiao Bei, many of his friends have long since become my friends. This friend told me that Xiao Bei was getting married, just this week on Sunday. We broke up for two years, Xiao Bei is not small, this news sooner or later to come, I have thought to prepare, but really heard the news, I still froze, heart instantly like being dug out of a piece.

Friends said, small north to recognize the bride is only half a year, half a year time has gone to the marriage hall. And he and I know and love each other for 10 years, but finally become strangers. Love again long, but less than the right time to meet the right person.

I remember we broke up in the winter, the day also snowed heavily. I said to him, we turn around at the same time to go, who also do not look back. But who knows, the last frequent turn back or me, even now, I still think of him from time to time, after all, ten years of a person’s life is too deep.

The wedding was held as scheduled, the day the weather was very good, the sky is very blue, the wind is very light, the bride is very beautiful, but also very gentle, the two stood together very with, for that day I can only remember so much, because the wedding is over, I left with a blessed expression alone, the heart is very messy, I do not know where to go, and looked for a few good friends to sing together, the feeling of the wine of a lifetime have been drinking.

Singing happy breakup while comforting myself in my heart. Do not want to winter, tired of heavy, just fly to the tropical islands to swim. Solely picked up my phone and booked a flight to give my heart a break.

March 1, 2025, sunny weather, along the South Atlantic Ocean, road trip, the sun shines on the island, the sea water is clear waves repeatedly, I stared at the sea surface, looking forward to, giant whales appear.

At four o’clock in the afternoon, at the end of the road, I saw the lighthouse, which, like me, is very lonely erected on the top of the hill, pure white, with a bright red dome. When I see the lighthouse, I will naturally think of you, only, now, I think, even if one day no longer guide me, I can still find my way back, you just need to remember my good or remember me.

Someone once asked me what my favorite part of traveling was. I said my favorite part was: meeting people, exchanging stories about each other, and then saying goodbye to them. After you meet a lot of different people and experience a lot of different feelings, you will realize that life is not so small, you are not so lonely, and there is an exit ahead. As for that to go to the other side in the end is the paradise or barbaric land, in fact, it is not so important.

When you love someone, you have to love hard; when you leave someone, you have to let go slowly. The people around us change, go away, do not change is that we all for a person to become better, so even if not together, do not stop going to the pace.

I want you to live the life that you post in your circle of friends every day, with someone who truly understands you and loves you, and live the life that you once wanted to give me. You must be happy and have a great life or I’m sorry for not bothering you. Lastly, may we shine through the years that we can’t see each other. That will do.